but the light was a lions head

i've had many dreams of jesus, i even seen an angel at one time, but the feeling of that angel disturbed me for some reason. for months i asked god what did this visit from this angel mean and the dreams i received, after months of diligently asking god, he finnally answered me with a dream of "the devil comes as an angel of light to deceive", the dream scared me out of my sleep and i knew those dreams and "visions" i seen were not of god, but from the evil one. test all spirits, continually ask god, you may not get an answer right away, but it's in his time not ours, so patience.

he like gentle threw that light (seemed more like a small flame though towards me) in a dream. ppl i think these more towards this, why is our dream similar? i dnt even go to church anymore why did he choose me? im confused