dont you feel sometimes so helpless because you try to do good, but you end up giving to your sinful pleasures.

its frautrating to know you have sin and you feel so bad because you know what you did is not right. when that happens to me, i kneel down on my kneeds and ask for forgiveness to the Lord.

lately i have been doing something which i want to stop doing. i hope i can stop doing soon. i dont want to disapoint our Lord Jesus Christ because He is so good to me and i feel horrible when i give in to temptation.

i am optimistic about my future, i know that with Him i can do anything, and i am confident that with Jesus' help, i will accomplish and not give in to sin.

amen